Date:	2005-06-27 19:48
Subject:	new love
Security:	Public
Mood:	chipper
Music:	be my escape

well sorry guys! I HAVN'T WRITTEN IN FOREVER! today and yesterday have been very interesting! like yesterday i broke up with jake again and today he just keeps calling! akward! neways not talking about him nemore! i like this guy though, but i'm not writting it down yet!

Date:	2005-05-20 20:06
Subject:	ohh, ohhhhhhhh
Security:	Public
Mood:	sadness
Music:	ohio is for lovers

well i did it i broke up with him, i thought i fell better but i don't i'm depressed but i'll get over it! i guess! ohhhh and then i didn't make summerstock! i'm really sad and depressed LIFE SUCKS! ohh well iguess theres not much to change! well yeah gonna go cry my eyes out!

Date:	2005-05-18 17:54
Subject:	well well well
Security:	Public
Mood:	very nervous
Music:	ohio is for lovers

well yeah i'm so confusing! ohh well! i think i'm going to die of nerves! i still haven't find out if i made summer stock so yeah nerves is apart of me!

Date:	2005-05-12 17:18
Subject:	predictable me!
Security:	Public
Mood:	i just don't know what to do!
Music:	"let me go" by three doors down

well i'm so retarded i mean everyone is giving me such good advice about wat i should do with my boy promblem but no, i do wat everyone already knows i'm going to do(including myself) and i act like a jerk to my two best friends because i stick up for my boyfriend and then he treats me like crap and i still take him back dang i need to know wat to do, well i know what i need to do but i don't think i have the balls to do it i mean i don't have balls in the first place but thats not wat i mean wat i mean is that i'm not strong enough to stick up for myself and i let him walk all over me and i cry because of him yet i'm to retarded to do anything about because i don't want to get hurt but then again all i'm letting him do is hurt me so yeah like i said i'm not helping my self much. i don't even know if i like having him or just the thought of some one being there. also getting back to how i treat my friends like crap, all they have been trying to do is help me and i just ignore them or get offense by it but thats not wat they're trying to do. like i said i'm starting to get real bitchy and i'm treating evryone horribly and i'm starting to get mean and i even have been noticing it and i'm off that time of the month so thats defintly not that well i wish i knew what to do i mean my heart is telling me to break up with him my then again it's telling not to because it knows i'm not strong enough and it's really sad because deep down i know thats wat i need to do so i guess in a few das i'll be single but i really don't want to do that espailly when you know that i like having a boyfriend but then thats not right because now it just seems like i'm playing with him but i really like him i just don't know if love is apart of it anymore i wish it was and i wish it was how it used to be but it's not and i feel horrible about wat i might do, i don't wanna be single but i wanna be like i used to be ya know like happy perky and not just putting on an act, like i'm always doing now but then i also know that it's gonna be hard to get over it, and i don't wanna lose him as a friend but i don't think hes going to want to talk to me like i want to talk to him, he just doesn't seem like the type to be friends after with. and me i am,  yeah well now i'm going to go sort out all of my promblems and i tell you later wat i came up with!

                                       Lela is very sad so she'll be thinking about ways to sort out her promblems!

                                                       Lela

Date:	2005-05-12 17:02
Subject:	i hate jake and jake is stuuuuuuupidddddddddd!!!!!!!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	bitchy
Music:	the way you move / outkast

this is lela and i want to break up with jake sooooo bad!but first i want to make out with him!lol
anyways,he's such a sucky boyfriend and he smells!HE IS ASS UGLY!!!!!!!! i mean even josh is cuter than him!!!!me and jake look like twins and i hate it soo much!!!i mean i'd rather go out w/ jeffrey than go out w/ jake!!!!ok jake is soooo prude, and he annoys me, and did i mention that he smells!well if i had one wish it would be to send him all the way iraq so he could get shot in the noggin!he has 2 ask 2 hold my hand and i hate holdin his hand cuz its stinky like him and sweaty like him 2!!!!!!!!its disgusting!!!
all my friends hate him including me,but when im around him i act like im in love with him!its calleD ACTING!!dooh!!!!ok im done spilling out my heart!so im gonna go~!






love mrs.stoor

(jake stoor??gross!)
i did not write this but i would like to know who did because i would not say things like this i just wouldn't and i was writing one and there was only three and then i got done writing it and there was four, and i think i KNOW WHO DID IT and i'm not mad about it but come on i would never go out with jeffery! again! you guys infact i know who wroye this because she the only one with my pass word!

Date:	2005-05-09 18:08
Subject:	wooooooooooo
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored
Music:	broken by seether and amy lee

well today was a cery weird day. yesterday i died my hair blonde and it's really blonde like really blonde! ohh well, ohh and last night i spent the night at livvies and it was pretty fun i got there and she just kept staring at my hair, it was weird. then we woke up and went to school and everyone had an opinion on my hair and some weren't that good ohh and i look like jakes twin, greaat!ohh hes hott so it might be a good thing! yeah today pretty much sucked like other things in life! OHH WELL I cant change that!
well i'll write back sooner or later!


Lela is really hot just kidding!
Lela

Date:	2005-04-24 10:07
Subject:	love at last
Security:	Public
Mood:	chipper
Music:	caroline

i'm in love yes i know it's crazy ohh well though, i know most of my friends hate him but they will just have to get over that! yeah i'm not looking forward to school tomorrow i didn't do any of my homework! ohh well! yeah livvies at my house rite now and shes watching tv! well now shes getting into cthe shower ohhh fun! well i have to go!

last night i was with my friend olivia and we were babysitting when i got a phone call saying the hospitle found a liver fdad, this was really good news and i'm happy! but i'm just really sick, i mean sick!